I contemplate the past
For the days of way back when...
Cradle your head in your hands
Just close your eyes and cry...
Sometimes I'm ok.
Sometimes I'm not...
I am drowning in this silence
The silence that is shared between us...
I have finally realized that I am alone
Walking these halls with no one beside me...
As I fall to the ground I
begin to realize that I have been...
Screaming, ranting, drilling into my mind,
Searching, pleading, wanting to die...
Past mistakes, murderous dreams
Suicidal lullaby...
I can't fight these emotions any longer.
This situation just seems...
I stare into this mirror and i don't know what...
I used to think this mirror was broken because...
I wake up everyday wishing i could be who i...
a girl who wasnt so confused...who laughed for...
It's okay young girl, close your eyes
It'll be alright, I hear your cries...