I plaster on this smile for you
So you'll never know what i want to do...
But this time she is smart
and she wont believe a word...
I find myself not really caring
As i slowly turn numb...
Time is flying
feel like dying...
Sleepless nights
tearful days...
I have so much anger
built up inside of me...
Evening gloom.
Midnight darkness...
Sitting at the bottom of the shower
Watching the blood rush out of my arm...
Staring at your drawn, place face
Your bloodshot, swollen eyes...
A night of horror
Lack of sleep...
I know its long but its real good <3
If you could die...
I cut my wrist and lose the pain.
I have nothing else to turn to...