I will never be able to share
the dark secrets I keep inside...
If this life is only temporary,
then tell me please...
I believe that you were killed,
even if it wasn't murder by the book...
Pain
no pill...
O Cherubs graceful;
Ophanim so just...
Everyone tries to fix me.
They all think they're the one who can...
I hate myself
I hate my life...
We haven't talked in 7 years,
I just wanted to check on you...
In the middle of the day
I lie on my bed, trying to die...
My pockets are deep and hollow
My desires fade from the norm...
I'm a balloon,
taped to an oxygen tank...
Golden honey dressed in silk,
does the light of which still bounce...