Heart pounding,
Mind hounding...
What life is this that treated me
In ways unjust and most unfair...
I'm lost
but I'm nowhere to be found...
Laughing in the shape of a frown
in the pinching darkness...
In darkest hour of the day
Into the blackness of the sky...
Tomorrow's another day away
But that feeling, it's gone forever...
I found a mirror,
another mirror...
I reach only to fall
Try as I might...
You were lonely, staring at the walls
or the telephone screen, drinking...
Why am I so acquainted with depression.. It feels...
It is not something I can simply wish away... I...
See, I don't want to personify depression as male...
I made it, I've finally stepped out of hell.
Into a new place, this is where my heaven begins...