I am not
happy...
Demeaning words hold fast
As I replay conversations in my head...
There are feelings, desires, wants and needs
I can no longer fulfill due to the wall that...
She thought she was over her depression. Their...
All alone in the darkness
Demons creep toward me...
She's hanging on by a thread, only wishing that...
I can't say these words, i just get up and cry...
With a nice dress and a deep blue bow
It's like I'm a puppet in your crazy little show...
Everyday I stare at that knife
"Just do it"...
As the blade touches her skin
She sits alone in her room lost and scared...
Blood, the sight of it sickens most people
But for me brings a sense of relief...
The tears keep coming
I don't know how much more I can withstand...