There was a time
Where I was so lost...
They all say I'm beautiful
I hear it everyday, why cant I feel beautiful in...
& I can honestly say
I'm getting better...
It's simply nerves you say...
but there's still three more summers...
You found me all alone
Curled up cryin...
I used to question bulimics
'How does one force themselves to vomit...
This storm of rage is overflowing
taking over my body violently...
Shoved in a battle
Deep inside...
I wait in painstaking silence for someone to find...
I wait for the puzzle pieces to come together...
Pain is not just what you feel
But also an emotion that can kill...
Trace your veins with a razorblade
tear open the scattered web of blue...
Which elements pulse inside,
Driving me towards this fate...