I try to be tough, I try to be strong.
But the way you all treat me is wrong...
Who is this girl I see looking back at me?
This girl who is so completely unhappy...
Lost is the feeling
In need of some healing...
If I could find away, then don't you think I would...
Maybe then I could be forgiven. I take it full on...
Every morning I wake up from my nightmare sleep...
All of these extremely horrible past & future...
Oh Dear God, here I am walking on my knees begging...
let me leave and run soon before I lose my breath...
If I could see me
the way you see me...
O my last breath!
waiting for you eagerly...
L am on the razor's edge
Trusting the undone years for a change...
My breath has grown shallow.
Blood pools around me...
When I was in school,
my classmates would often ask...
I became an enemy of myself more than a friend
I allowed my past to conquer my every being...