Around me, it all surrounds me
The disappointment I see, because of what I can't...
You walk like nothing is going on... You talk like...
I'm lost without u I dunno which way to go as I...
Sitting here with a blade in ma hand
I feel a pain so strong...
I had dreams of a day when I would feel okay
I had hopes that after a while, this pain would go...
An isolated child, a ruined woman,
Broken memories of days gone by...
The girl lost her happiness
as tears ran down her pretty face...
Words that i heard from you
It lingers in my heart and brain...
The sound of your voice
Messages saved on my phone...
So manmy times I've tried
with so many tears I've cried...
I remember as a child, in my bed I would cry,
As such a small child I wanted to die...
Locked away for trying to take my life
sent to the hospital then the psychiatric ward...