To all the people I cant bear to even look at:
You know who you are...
As my happiness fades away,
I prepare for another day...
Years and years
Of a life i have lived...
Never talk about it, not a single word
don't want anybody to know...
I am not real,
Yes, i am made of flesh and blood...
18 candles, 18 wishes...
1. I wish that I was more confident...
Acidic, my throat burns, constricts, I am
sick...
I have lived only once since yesterday and i am...
my days come one by one, hand to mouth, holding...
They ask, I'd answer, they wouldn't believe
I try to explain, they listen, but couldn't...
Now it's over, and I don't care,
'cause I know that, this life ain't fair...
I hate how I mess up so much.
For every single thing I touch...
You keep pushing her down
even though she rises above...