I haven't cut in 2 weeks but, the urge is still...
wanting to feel the knife across my wrist...
Don't take your life for granted
cause it could all be gone in the blink of an eye...
Memories linger here
In the depths of my mind...
Sitting here alone in the dark
listening to the howling winds...
Journal Entry 1:
anti depressant...
I close my eyes to make this feeling go away
But the hopelessness won't stop creeping in...
Discomposure distorts tranquility;
conquering my subconscious...
You see me smile
i see me frown...
In and out of hospitals just about every month...
getting the same results as any other time you are...
He gave me something i never had,
love...
So you've come,
To unravel every page...
Stained hands withered from tears wept
eyes bury a soul, where the words write the story...