Away i run to hide again
without a care goodbye my friends...
It seemed nothing but a bad dream
Take another hit just to blow off steam...
I've bled this blood, I'm afraid to bleed.
Yet somehow arms rain red...
* I got ice in my veins,
blood in my eyes...
Summer nights spent watching sunsets
Nights knowing I'd never forget...
New poem its called (I'M DIEING)
DIEING TO BE HELD CLOSE...
Enter my life and speak words with peroxide
Sting my presence and make me feel weak and...
If you could ponder over your own self worth,
Fleetingly accepting every truth that really hurt...
Dark lit room,
sad music on the radio...
I remember each second of that night
each time I try to forget the pain and memory of...
Everyone's here,
Everyone's there...
Why am I different?
Why did you pick me...