A rueful smile,
Plays on my lips...
A ringing bell lingers forever in my ear,
taking its time to irritate my brain...
Depressed daily
The bread winner of my family...
Lying face down, I close me eyes.
My walls begin to hear me cry...
You see sometimes, I am happy, I smile, I laugh
And you can bet; it's real...
Confined
Some where in time...
Stutter Kid thinks in a chopped up mess
Blinking when confronted with a social test...
Searching for my relief through this pain,
Nothing found destined to be alone...
Spirit that kept her going,
Fades darkness takes it over...
I don't want to see anymore
I don't want to wear my glasses...
Covered in scars
No one else can see...
Why would i even try and live anymore
Whats the point? Do i deserve to live? am...