People get mad at me when I call myself ugly
"dude you are pretty, what do you mean?"...
My heart beats a rhythm,
It's just to get me by...
I'd often hear about him, the things he did, and...
He was never praised and often regarded with...
I'm the mask .
You wear me so you don't have to cry...
Through darkest night
In purest day...
I thought I had served my time,
thought I had finally learned...
I open up the door of thought,
counting the kicks of regret...
No one knew the dementing torture
that repeating memories poisoned her mind with...
Mom?
Do you even know what mom means...
Does anyone understand?
Do you understand...
Dimmed eyes, still I see
blue devils dancing around...
Look away,
Please...