Tried to revive
But, I'am bored no fun in living this life...
My head pounds like someone beating on a drum
As my heart beats it vibrates in my head...
A cycle of gloom
among wishes bloom...
Tell me how the sunshine glows so bright,
Yet all I feel is darkness...
And they'll look at her and they'll wonder why
They think its cause she's being melodramatic...
You should feel guilty
But you don't...
You tell yourself you're worthless
And that you don't matter one bit...
Oh beautiful sadness
I embrace your dark touch in my life...
I'm not a sister anyone would want.
I'm not a daughter anyone would want...
Crumbly, nutty, chocolate cake
Understands that my heart is fragile and can break...
Twenty years I've had them
Sucking the life out of me...
We have eyes to see
But what you're seeing isn't me...