Sad I sit and wait
For a brighter future, but...
I feel your hands
circling...
Understand
You can't see...
It is three
in the morning...
I want you to know I’m proud of you, especially...
Please don’t let your brain keep lying to you...
I pretend to be unafraid of the future,
but the tide is dragging me under...
I never stay committed to anything in my life,
but I've made a damn good job...
You have been stealing from me since I can...
and ever since then...
I always thought the past would forever feel worse...
but all it takes is for one person to shake that...
I gaze into the mirror
and I wonder who I am...
I realise my heart may still be tender,
but his bullet can never assault what I have...
The skies above me turn the lights out,
dressing my manic life in its all too familiar...