What's really the point of all of this? When doing...
You threw our perfect days, our sweetest moments...
What am i still doing here?
I know it's not real...
I'm losing grip of whats wrong and right.
I've buried my secrets and crewed them up tight...
My broken heart,
Will never heal...
I've fought so long to not be alone,
But tonight my armers down and my minds blown...
One pill
Two pill...
When the pain inside is so great
How can you keep yourself from hate...
The want, the urge, the despiration,
To have a love, an inspiration...
Inside I am dying
On the outside I am smiling...
Husband-left
Dad-died...
Take my heart
turn it inside out...
She glides her finger across her old friend,
thinks of the times it nearly spelt the end...