Have you ever, dear unreader, felt in your old...
that you are the only one colored and all others...
The pain through my body awakens my soul
My feeling and emotions turn crisp as coal...
My blood is like fire,
It burns but then it flows...
You don't know the pain we feel.
Or how broken our hearts get...
This endless pit of darkness
has swallowed up my soul...
I stare at the art on my personal canvas,
remembering each story...
You sayI'm full of beauty,
you tell me I'm full of life...
I can hear her voice echoing in my heart
Each word breaks another piece of whats left of me...
Waking up at night I fight to try and see the...
Darkness surrounds my bed whispering in my ear...
You shoved me in a prison,
I could not escape...
An old friend,
a new pain...
Within my world, my only light,
Hands wet with summoned blood...