My face is saturated with tears
the taste of salt lingers in my mouth...
Going through the motions,
the ones that I don't want to go through...
The water shows my reflection...
The pendulum of my mood swings violently
From light to dark and back again...
Her loving smile wasn't enough...
I thought I had escaped this dark terror
Believes the crushing weight of senseless misery...
Ciggerates cause cancer,
Everyone knows that...
The sun, the moon, the wind and rain,
All of the things we can't regain...
Can't breath, don't know what to do
Can no longer calm down...
My soul; wrecked.
My heart; wrecked...
My mind spiraling,
consuming me whole...
I don't want to be here..
But I don't want to die...