This pain I'm giving myself
There's no reason it should feel this good...
What am I even doing?
Nobody cares about me...
I'm ignored.
No one pays attention to me...
I've seen something strange happen lately
When I see people talk about depression, they talk...
It soars high up in the sky,
But not with the flock of same feather...
O-
it aches...
I never completely understand
that the colors of our past can change...
My life has spiraled down into the abyss into the...
I want to help people
I don't want people to be hurt...
As the night
"F...
I lie in bed, staring blindingly outward,
unblinking...
I need you to make it through the night he said,
over and over that's what he would say...