One day, I was wondering only alone
With the deep thoughts of my deeds...
Don't show your beautiful face to me
Rather than you, I'll respect honeybee...
Don't ask me about my sadness
It will definitely loose my gladness...
Fake
That’s what I am...
Not sure of what I hate anymore
Or if I even hate at all...
Anxiety holds a tight grip on me
Ana is starving me for perfection...
Why do you hate me so?
Why do you hate me...
Forging into the longest nights
wearing blanket as a battle suit...
I haven't felt like this in a while,
i really thought I moved passed depression...
How are you doing?"
How am I doing...
Shaking in bed,
Its just a dream I'm told...
There is a new weather alert on my phone
And it simply says...