Anxiety holds a tight grip on me
Ana is starving me for perfection...
Why do you hate me so?
Why do you hate me...
Forging into the longest nights
wearing blanket as a battle suit...
I haven't felt like this in a while,
i really thought I moved passed depression...
How are you doing?"
How am I doing...
Shaking in bed,
Its just a dream I'm told...
There is a new weather alert on my phone
And it simply says...
It's midnight
(12:01 to be exact...
Not enough left in the silence after our goodbye...
A note, a touch, the curl of an eyelash wish...
I always think I'm not a good enough mother
I feel bad for my kids because they deserve better...
Everyone says they know the real me,
Tell us another joke...
In this wasteland i scream,
no one around for miles...