I got so lost in this big world,
becoming absorbed in these cryptic words...
I hated the world because I hated myself,
I couldn't find a decent person inside of me...
I thought I could find myself
if I quietly crept back towards her protected...
I try to take another step
but I can't seem to get my feet off the ground...
One stormy day something drastically changed,
I knew that was just the start...
I was hurt so many times,
trying to get to where I am now...
Neatly lined up 64 little pills
He sighs deeply and steels himself...
There was a time and a place
Or maybe a person I forget...
In shadows deep, a devil stood in guise,
Forcing love upon me, veiling his lies...
Last night, the rain raged for six
hours straight, for me to wake up to...
It's exhausting to spend all my energy for the day...
This moment that hits me like a tidal wave...
Thinking all the time overloaded in this mind of...
Everyday in so much pain and misery I’m fighting...