Leave me alone...
Why are you still here...
I am sitting in the dark.
Locked inside with nothing but my fears...
I'm stranded in my reality.
The voices won't go away...
I think about you all the time
and everyday its hurt to cry...
I am constantly chased by great depression.
I live through life with great aggression...
The thing about self-harm is
People act like it's a phase...
Earlier, I bathed my spirit
in sunshine that was never earned...
Its 2 a.m in the morning.
I still awake remembering you and me...
I used to hate the mirror and love the scars
A symbol of my own self-loathing...
I don't think that people understand the...
The random mental breakdowns you have...
So serene is the blackened water,
Nobody would imagine what lied in its obsidian...
We say the life we lead
Is a life of our own...