You should feel guilty
But you don't...
You tell yourself you're worthless
And that you don't matter one bit...
Oh beautiful sadness
I embrace your dark touch in my life...
I'm not a sister anyone would want.
I'm not a daughter anyone would want...
Crumbly, nutty, chocolate cake
Understands that my heart is fragile and can break...
Twenty years I've had them
Sucking the life out of me...
We have eyes to see
But what you're seeing isn't me...
Let's pretend that you don't exist
Lie on your back and die...
There was a time when I was little,
When I didn't feel any of this...
This tiny eyes are red
This heart beats are getting tired...
Emotional people don't commit suicide because they...
They commit suicide because they are sick of all...
There's this voice in
My head that tells me...