One more time i will try tonight
With shots of courage in my vein...
I've tried many ways to end my live
for now I've taken to the knife...
She's not as strong as she leads on.
For she sets her walls on fire...
The wall, the barrier its all for show
Its to protect me from reality...
Am i pretty enough now?
she stands in front of a mirror...
Beneath the hair and accessories
Beneath this deceiving mask...
Why did you not notice
Her teddy was an unusual shade of red...
Flattened hopes of something dear
Frail dreams which make me fear...
I look at my life,
and the way things have come to be...
The tombs line up,
bodies consumed by pain that they could never...
have a party for me when I am gone,
happy in the knowledge that I...
I'm crippled by
the pain, and fear...