I've lost all feeling
I no longer smile...
Life is raping me,
Leaving nothing unsaid...
My world is suddenly ending,
Even though I'm still alive...
You yell that your fine,
with a tear in your eye...
I sit all alone with a beer in hand,
no one knows my pain...
No one cares what i think,
but they say it's all about me...
Everyone wants to
get inside my head...
Though its not raining on me
I'm saturated in this cloudburst...
I Cut For The First Time Today
Using The Sharpest Kitchen Knife...
Tears trickle down a cold lost dream
Nothing is ever as it seems...
I Am Already Dead,
I Feel The Shadows Grasp...
I'm sitting in my corner,
where I belong...