My tears fall like pouring rain,
trying to accept the pain...
Cute little boy he was known as
Helper for his Mommy always...
Courage
I always thought you would make it...
Its been 2 months now
And I still cant believe your gone...
Your gone
My heart feels so empty...
Mother mother,
See me weep...
I can't remember your voice
Sometimes I watch home videos...
I look up at the sky sometimes
and let out a little smile...
My soul stood
decadent and gray...
I don't do booze nor smoke,
But what if I do...
You run vividly through my mind,
It's hard for me to believe what you left behind...
Christian Mendivil
October 22, 1994 - July 12, 2012...