Sometimes its all i can think about,
And even though i think about it all so often...
If only heaven had a phone so i could call you,
let you in on all thats been happening since...
Today would have been your 47th birthday,
Instead of spending the day with you waking up...
I feel like I'm holding on,
to a broken memory...
Today was goodbye
and it brought a tear to my eye...
Its been almost 5 years since you've been gone...
About 15 minutes later grandpa comes banging on my...
My Dearest Son...
Suddenly the fat lady sings
another chapter ends...
I will be thinking of you on this special day,
this birthday...
What was sacred is now diminished
faded away but always comforted...
Just a phone call away
That's all we were...
Whenever I see the sky so blue
I always remember the smile of you...