Grieving is never easy.
for it hurts deep inside...
Being hurt so much,
She can't even feel pain anymore...
I lay awake at night,
Wishing you were here...
Tears welling up in the back of my eyes,
I feel my heart rate starting to rise...
It's in moments like this
When tears fall down around me...
TO KNOW THAT YOUR GONE!!
IS HARD FOR TO UNDERSTAND...
When the wind blows on my face
i think of there beautiful smiling faces...
I went outside to find the traces of the lost...
That once shone like rubies in the darkening sky...
I still think of that day, when you passed away. I...
* Dedicated to my friend Daniel Saesee...
All my life I've been lied to
there's never been anyone i could trust and cry to...
These days ahead feel so dark and drear
Because God called home a loved one so dear...
A song smeared with the rigid ache of a stagnancy,
blinded by the blissful damage in a euphoric...