I wish I could stop holding on
to wishing I had let you go...
Somebody scream louder
'Cause I need to warn Oscar, tell him my love now...
Man does not evade misfortune.
Man is born to surfer...
I wanted you near
in the family to see...
The incomprehension
for strength combined with illness...
{12 months. 365 days
8,760 hours. 31,536,000 seconds...
I rewind back to eleven years ago today.
My mind was racing...
Im not the girl I use to be
So don't try to understand...
One shot isn't enough I tell myself
I have to take two maybe four...
Time heals all wounds they say
I wonder where did that lie start...
I believed that I was heartless
because I never let myself cry for you...
The white light of grief is blinding,
I can no longer stand the pain...