Crawling into darkness,
to the farthest part of my mind...
Dust covers a little box as it sits
on a shelf, with her name barely...
I hate myself...it's true, you see?
But of course you don't, you can't see past me...
I walked into the room,hoping to see your face
so happy and joyful with no care in sight ,how...
I can't walk through fire
but I'd give you a thousand...
I know whats lurking
the winds have changed...
Its a river called life..many fishes many rocks...
Ribbons of blood pour from
her severd veins again...
It was over a decade ago when I left my childhood
beneath quilts devoid of your once familiar...
If i could only speak a thousad words...
...I would apologize to the people i've done wrong...
The nothing that is consuming me
The throe that's spreading through...
You pull me close as
I surrender to your touch...