This monster inside me
has taken my life...
This cold wintery night freezes my mind, numbs my...
it feels as if I'm losing the last bit of you in...
I am numb
can't feel...
It hurts today,
and I don't wanna play...
From the sieges around me
from the dust that's choking me...
Walking on the beach,
hand in hand...
Melancholy filled tears,
her hazel eyes...
My hair once blonde
Now black like my soul...
That painful rain,
Don't stop, just go...
You keep me on the ground when I feel like flying,
the one that makes me hit rock bottom with a line...
Looking down to see a vapor moving across the...
crashing against the furniture like waves to the...
There lives the memory of a boy
who abided ouside my window...