I feel alone all of a sudden
without love or kindness...
Our love was one strong
But I was then again wrong...
I remember,
Crimson lines in criss-cross pattern...
Three years its been sense i thought
three years its been sense i spoke...
I've made my decision, I've found my solution.
Tonight is when I will make my final contribution...
I know that i need to get over it
I know it wasn't true...
Fight after fight she's losing herself.
Trying to scream but it doesn't help...
Mother; She showed me how to hate love.
How to hold grudges and how to be tough...
Hey there dear, are you okay?
Be honest, I'll figure anyway...
I wasted, oh god, wasted so much time!
Now Its my time to pretend, that It hurts...
I wish I could tell the full story, not lie one...
I start to get the words out, but then I quit...
Cutting is a way of escaping,
Th feelings inside...