Left... deserted in this
Vacant place... Lost, dying from...
I try so hard...
but escaping from...
Sweet,
Sincere feelings...
Wanted something more
Wanted something better...
I can't take it anymore
This control is eating me alive...
Trying for days to hold back tears
Feeling of loneliness reappears...
My head keeps rolling, down to the ground,
Spinning on top, round and round...
My nemesis calls upon me
once again as is her custom...
You weren't there the needle was, you were there...
as if i was a stray, you'll never be there...
A injection feels so Serene a sensation makes me...
at least it seems...
Lost in the beauty of the sea
Where my heart will always be...
She's living a lie, nobody else can see,
How late at night she whispers "I don't want...