I looked upon the lord ...High up in the sky....
This i found strange . . As he never replied...
These feelings and thoughts,
will they ever go away...
Looking in the mirror
My face is blotchy...
A thickened forest to block the view
Shuttered windows let no light through...
I know he was with us in that car,
which makes me want to shed a tear...
Maybe today is different
Maybe I'll be fine...
Erase my memories of your slightly perfect face...
Rid my mind of all these nightmares of our nights...
I'm trying to feel
I truly am...
Waist-deep in thought-
myriad tears fall...
What is this?
Constantly eating away at me...
I see him walking happily
Far away from this place...
C an't leave the house without your permission
O nly you can tell me what to do...