In pensive mood, I often feel
This world was never designed for me...
The lurking shadows
Waiting oh so patiently...
The stories she told
unleashed memories...
She held her child so tightly as she put him down...
Told him that she loved him and forever she would...
I see her footprints fade
upon the earth like a nightmare...
Mother, what is there to do,
My mind is broken my heart is bruised...
The pain inside
was unbearable...
I wish I can scream so loud..
Can rip off this skin...
Just
once my...
Growing limbs of comfort
falling silent within the night...
Terror caressing my spine
A frightening buzz in my mind...
I've fallen to pieces,
Shattered bones...