So many times Ive wanted to scream
Spent many more wanting to cry...
As he turns to get on the plane, I don't want him...
Memories flash in front of me like an old T.V...
For every breath you didnt take
On the morning that you didnt wake...
You act like i no longer exist
im dead to you...
If he broke up with you,
And he said you guys were thru...
Every time I think of you,
I die inside, day by day...
*this is really long i wrote it on
9-22-05...
So many thoughts
Running through my mind...
Why is it always me?
Is it because people cant see...
Through tear strained eyes I stare at you,
with a love sick feeling I fall to you...
I must be pretty talented,
I must be pretty smart...
Ten red lines mark her arm, she trys to hide them...
More lines come at that time.. But she doesnt even...