My hearts in pain
My life's a mess
My world is falling apart
No one care if I see tomorrow
but still I go through it all
with a smile apon my face.

I knocked on your door,
you opened it and she asked "who's there?"
you said "nobody, nobody's here"
and closed it....

I see who I am now. Nobody.

My friends call the girl I love my poison ivy... She kisses me but leaves me itching for her to leave

Caged Lion

She is a caged lion, longing for freedom

These 7 freeway exits of this town are her bars,
These for walls are her jail
and inside herself is her Prison

When the pain is all you feel
When your hearts cold as ice
When the days blur together
when your so close to falling apart
How do u find yourself again?

Do I have the strength to face the future? Or will I simply be another number, on the list of people past.

Darkness surrounding me again,
feeling just how alone I am
and how much I've let slip away,
wishing I had the inner strength needed
to finally change my course.

My most painful realization was when I realized I'd never have the chance to say the word "Mami" aloud. It made me realized I no longer had a mother. I'd never again get a chance to say it.

I'm done pretending like this doesn't bother me,
I'm done wearing the mask I adore,
I tried not to love you with all of me
And I fell again... Cradled by the cold, bare, floor.

In my eyes, I saw you as a beautiful queen
In my heart, I knew I was growing to love you
In my soul, I knew you'd turn
In my mind, I knew you wouldn't stay.
So tell me, dearest, who is to blame?