Ment to be alone forever.

And if only someone would see the real me, then maybe.. maybe I would feel free to be me.

I burst out crying today. You weren't there. You're never there. This time, paramour, my tears are that of joy. I'm done with your lying and cheating.

When all you life
You been told your no good
All you'll do is fail
How can u get any better?

I don't understand why so many people want kids, we only lead to disapointment in the future.

I'm... Falling....
Again...yet this time... When it's done.... This monster will disappear... It's angels that are made to be remembered.... And monsters were made to be forgotten... Still... Falling... Nothing to grab... No one to catch...

I'm not being cynical, and I'm not being a pessimist. I'm just being realistic.

I lost....
With all these chains holding me down and keeping me here... The one thing that never got chained was my battered heart... Now I'm suck here watching it fly away... I lost...

I dont deserve to be happy after everything ive done...

I have never felt so lonely in a world so full of people. we do everything to try not to get hurt by others, but really we are just hurting ourselves