I wonder if there is a guy out there that would think I'm so beautiful, of my preference. Without makeup.

I just want to cry
And cry
to let the pain wash over me
To let the guilt take over me
To sob my sorrows away
To quite being strong
I just want to let go...

Going onwards I drive myself insane, feels sad, painful, lonesome, but at same time so well known.

Plastic smiles
Heartached spreads
Why is my life hanging on by a thread???

"understanding the pain of others, but not able to understand your own."

It should have been true that branches would break and balloons would deflate when the stars satirized your coming.

I miss you, Dad.
But I know its never gonna be what it was..when I was a little girl.

Actually no you don't know anything bout me, so stop thinking you're always right and it is my life and who are you to tell me how I'm meant to handle it.

Your egotistical heart,
loves no
other.

"Death makes a impact on us all and sometimes we forget at times, but their death shall never be truly forgotten."