I'm done fighting.... i think its time to let everything go , let the darkness consume me, i give up trying to win a hopeless fight, i already knew i would never win it..

I can't live with you and I can't live without you.....so maybe I just shouldn't live

I cry myself to sleep........

I thought I could make her happy if I stayed but now I know it will only hurt her that much more when I have to go.

Sometimes I just wish that
I could literally sleep forever.
Not die; but just sleeping
For a very long time.
Because sometimes my
Dreams and fantasies are
Better than reality... x3

*Mine.

As much as you dont deserve me, I need you more than anything else. I just wish you needed me too..

Am in a desert trying to find a boat so that I don't drown in my own tears

Tell him i don't ever want to see him again,
Tell him, he meant nothing to me,
Tell him i never loved him at all,
Tell him i will not miss him ever.
BUT ....

PLEASE Dont tell him that i said all of this with tears in my eyes .... :'( :'(

We can make any choice we want, either way, the consequences are predtermined. We can't change our fate, no matter how much we want to.

And then there was you, the one i couldn't get through, you just stood there breaking my heart into pieces apart