Suicide is all about power...ur the one in control..no one else...and for me that is simply....bliss

When her name is mentioned, all eyes look down
And every single smile suddenly turns into a frown
I wish for her to once again be present right next to me
For our family and our lives are not the way they used to be

Look closer and you will see
the tears she is holding back
and the smile that is painted on

You Can Tell By The Look In My Eyes And The Tears That I've Cried That I'm Not Gonna Be Okay

Seems like I am free
Falling down to my darkest memories
Razor blades cut, one, two three,
And I am suddenly at ease.

These days keep getting worse I'm wasting all my time.
I thought I'd come in first, instead I fell behind.

And to think i almost fell for your lies, again.......

"Councilors don't care about you, they just get paid to act like they care."

This isn't my but I had to summit it, it means a lot to me

Most people look forward to the future, but not me. I look back at the past.

Im not afraid to walk through the valley of Pain and Hate since Im not afraid to walk the earth alone in my sorrow.