Sometimes the person that gave you life makes you wanna die
-Liz aka The Poet
To: my mother and step mom thanks for never being there

"Tired if trying
Sick of crying
Yeah i'm smiling
But inside i'm dying"

© Angie K

"I used to think, a smile was only as happy as I make it, but now, a smile is only as happy as I fake it."

I don't miss him, i just miss who i thought he was....

Darkness falls upon me
Lost in a place I can't escape
As I hold my candle

Wounds heal, pictures fade, but scars and memories, are forever here to stay. They remind me of my mistakes, and all horrid things i've seen, but of all the things they make me think of, the worst thing is me...

Tears drip
droplets sink
vision blurs
lashes moisten
nose reddens
eyes sting
hard to breath
overwhelming
crawl into a ball if able
but no shield detectable
no one can be held accountable

Please forget me for this is the last thing i'll ever say.....but by the looks of it this goodbye wont matter anyways

I hear those words replay in my head. the words i never wanted to hear. is it really over? are these real tears?

Its been so long since i lost you. You keep coming back into my life as if you are my best friend. I loved you once and dont want my heart to break again. Stay now or leave forever, stop tearing my heart apart. Soon I'll have nothing left.