And its as if you stabbed me right in the middle of my heart, and pushed me down to the groud, while you pulled up a chair put your feet up loving every minute watching me bleed

I'm tired of hiding the scars on my arm, but I can't let people see the pain I'm going through

All i want is to be happy but i dont know how to be.

I knew the risks, i knew how hard to fight and i faced all of them, i knew am not gonna win but i didn't know that pain is such a hell if i fail.

"I live for everyone but myself."

It's so sad how I'm about to burst into tears, and I don't want to live anymore yet everyone thinks that I'm perfectly fine; they don't care enough to look past the fake smiles and see the pain in my eyes....

Put the knife to my pale white skin
Red pours out, erase my sin
Scars that stay, wounds that don't heal
Just look at how I've learned to deal...

:to tell you the truth, i haven't been avoiding you.. just my life.

I 'll be there, but I won 't need you, You 'll want me but I wont want you, You 'll see me but I 'll see right through you.

How can I mourn when I promised you I'd be happy? For the first time i'm breaking my promise