I'm too high now, I'd die from the fall.

Soo, since we broke up are we not aloud to talk anymore? Or are you just scared of getting close again?

It's everything short of a suicide.

It seems like, whenever we get too close.. you run.

The feeling inside that tears you apart is from the one outside who broke your heart.

While I know I did you no wrong, please remember me.

I may be leaving today.
I may be disappearing in the mist of myself
I'm sick of being yelled out, sick of feeling like a screw up...
but hey, maybe that is me after all,
stupid and a screw up...
sorry mom and dad i let you down.

Ah, Depression. how recognizable your presence is. buried too deep within. i can't lose you, without losing the rest of myself.

"Just because I'm breathing doesn't mean I'm alive."

Why did you do this.? Why did you kiss me when you wanted her.? Why did you hold my hand when you wanted her.? Why did you promise not to hurt me when you wanted her.? And why.. Why did you almost tell me you love me.. When you love her..? /: