When I push you away, that is when I need you the most!

Ashes to ashes
Dust to dust
What killed me was your murderous lust

How Do You Say Goodbye To Someone That You Gave Everything To???

The sun has set and I know it won't rise,
The corners, the alleys, the shadows of lies,
The cold wind is rough upon my scarred skin,
And inside I know that you won't let me in.

I had a dream last night.. Where i was sad and alone and i would be forever.. I woke up and realized dreams do come true...

Life is filled with pure hate, fake love, and depression, not wanting to go home, to just disappear and never come back. To just die and know that maybe, just maybe you'll be happier then. That the people you leave behind won't miss you.

At least a blade won't tell me lies.

If you look inside a girl
You would see how much she really cries
You would find so many secrets and lots of lies
But what you'll see the most
Is how hard it is to stay strong
When nothing is right, and everything is wrong

Suicide is a last cry for help that cannot be answered.

You tell me not to lose hope,
well i already have
You tell me to stay strong,
well i'm too weak
You tell me to think positive,
but i can only think negative
You tell me everything will be ok,
I just wish i could believe you