I know I’ve said a lot of stuff
And there were times when...
I wake to find you on my bed
Patient and biding your time...
Monday, 4 December 2017
9:18 pm...
I'm failing at bonding
with a child...
Months of waiting, feeling u inside.... My bundle...
Mom,
I find myself too often wishing I was a cheap...
I remember the the awful day you sat us on your...
i remember thinking one of us is in trouble don't...
The times when you saw me smile
the moments of sharing hugs...
Now you're *ahem* seventy
You're wise but never old...
Impregnated with life, a little clone of ones self...
You've always been there for me
When everything was going wrong...
I've been lying to myself
for the sake of my child...