Speeding my hands while others taste the smell,
Suicidal thoughts haunting me to go to hell...
Like a lump of mud
I was idle...
HEALING
Healing my soul and getting real...
DON'T FORGET
The past can be painful with no desire to remember...
TIME
I remember a time, so very long ago...
Where I belong
Consciousness holds hands with ignorance bliss...
I see what you see, dream the same dreams
Long for the some desires, and will with the same...
I think it's sad
To live without purpose yet struggling in all...
If I just knew that God does not exist
And that once Death comes to approach us all...
Long before I was even born
Your answers were formed...
As cats that purr when on your lap,
And that on you, might take a nap...
Perfection says to win every battle,
But the opponent is too strong...