I don't think we realise
Just how cruel this world can be...
Heads are down
and tears are stalling...
Endless tears
Endless coping...
Three steps back..
I have followed my path stubbornly, hoping for the...
persistently airy,
presently absent...
My mother
didn't have a word...
Silence I thought,
Was the one language all feel...
Finding all that I need
Failures the only way to succeed...
Because killing is what we do
Because we're not controlling you...
With every thought my pen is pressing harder on...
the cramping in my hand is getting stronger...
The pain and hurt I hold inside everyday I cry for...
I was
a boy...