June 17th 2003
Dear Diary...
Dear son,
I know your only 3 months old...
When last the story was told, the journey had just...
To find the dragon's dark lair afar...
Although I'm trying to build a new life
and face the cruelty of the world...
Trapped inside this life that isn't me,
why cant i become all i want to be...
Why bother lying to me?
Why can't you just see...
I cried for so much
I cried for the soldiers who died for me to live...
Naked are we all under the watchful eye
Soul stripped bare for the world to see...
Boyfriends with girlfriends
with new friends with old friends...
I am...
I'm a normal teenager who has her own problems...
Should our outside reflect our inside?
should our heart hide the emotion...
Theres nothing left 4 me,
theres nothing i am...