My life has stopped because of you
Bills have not been paid...
The deeper I cut
The less I felt...
Dead on the outside
slowly dying inside too...
Looking around the room
So many memories here...
He was that man,
you know...
Anxiety. I wanna die, Just give me death
Kill me please, so violently...
A cold shiver shakes me to my core
Tries to knock on my hearts door...
For my words to hum in a haze of fire; ashen...
A threnody of flaring prose to ignite my latent...
Wandering aimlessly through the winter days,
surrounded by waves of perpetual storms...
Again
Try to death experience...
Papa, papa....
I need you...
Age cannot be bartered:
time's earned and it is lost...